So I love talking to one of my best friends. We talk about anything and everything. Iām not gonna mention her name but she is always complaining to me about problems with men in her life or telling me about a wonderful guy that she is talking that she has known for like ever. So I try to be a good friend and listen to her and be there for her, but I have to admit that sometimes it comes to a point when it starts to get annoying having to hear about all the men in her life. Itās even more annoying when I have to hear about her on again/off again long distance boyfriend is either being good to her or whenever she is having a problem with him. Iām over here just like at least you got men in your life. At least you get men to notice you on a somewhat semi daily basis, whether it be on the street or in the world wide web. Me, not that I mind doing some of the things I do but I have to resort to (somewhat) I guess really out there kind of measures to get any kind of attention from anyone. Some of the attention I get is not always pleasant or enjoyable but its just the point that I have to put more effort into everything I do, just to get any kind of attention from guys. With her its so much easier to get attention cause in general we can argue that for girls to get guys attentions its much easier and she is a pretty girl too. Even on her worst she could still get a guy to turn thier head and look at her. Even on my best day I can still walk buy a guy and not get even a single glance. Sometimes its so frustrating having to listen to her complain about how she sometimes gets attention from guys who she donāt find attractive or are just old and maybe somewhat creepy. Particularly from guys on various dating sites is where Iām coming from for that last particular statement. And Iām just like bitch shut up, at least you getting some attention from someone out there even if its not exactly the kind you want. While me I have to get half naked (not that I really mind lol ;-)) just to get even a wink or a notice that someone has even viewed my profile on whatever dating site Iām using. I donāt know. I pose this question. Am I just being hater and just feeling jealous of her, or are my feelings genuinely valid and itās OK for me to feel this way?
My Life As A Bear
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Second set in the dark grey thong. Them things, well at least these I brought from dillards are super comfortable :-) #beautiful body
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Here are some pics of me that I took last week in my light grey thong I got last week. I’m just now getting around to putting them on here. More pics to come in a few mintues in the other two colors. #beautiful body
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HEY HI FAT QUEERS EXIST AND IāM ONE OF THEM, REBLOG IF YOU ARE TOO AND WE CAN REVEL IN IT =)
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I don’t do this very often on tumblr but I feel like in this case I have to for this guy. Seeing this on my dashboard is truly amazing and i’m thankful for people like him who show me mad love like this on nearly all of my pics i’ve posted over the months. Big Massive Shout out to BEARMOSEXUAL, thanks you soooo much. Go follow him everyone http://bearmosexual.tumblr.com/
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Just wanted to show this everyone, itās one of the best and most unexpected things I ever brought. To make a long story short one day when I was on amazon I was looking around and I thought I was buying an autobiography when I realized what I brought was a piano, vocal, and guitar song book of all her songs from her first album. While I donāt know how to play piano or guitar itās still one of the coolest things I ever brought. I wish I knew someone who could teach me how to play either instrument so I can learn how to play these songs on the piano or guitar. that would be super awesome. This book even has early pics of mariah in the middle that I assume were left unused from the album photo shoot but put in this book. #beautiful body
